Running On Borrowed Time !!!

Recently..everything seems to be changing reali fast except me. Recently..everything jus dun seem to be going the way I wanted it to be. Recently..everything seems so dull to me,everythings seems to be so boring and it seems to be getting harder and harder to keep my mind on studying (that is if I m studying la!)

Haiyo, I oso duno la, all of e sudden i jus feel that everything is jus so different form yesterday. Its jus as if i jus woke up in a totally different world from yesterday..Everythings seems to be moving so fast ahead while i m still stuck in one place and is barely moving at all? Nocturnal i guess… Lol, y m i so depressed la, i m rarely this depressed de………walao, it seems that sence entering IMU, i get depressed so very easily. Reali miss those frens back in EC and UKM. Duno y la, mayb during those days, i reali have frens to hang out wif, talk, laugh and share our worries and problems. Lol, now i noe y ppl always say that life when young is the best. No worries, no problems watsoever. Jus focus on having fun!!!Fun!!! and more FUN!!!!

I miss those time really much, always bz wif clubs and society.Frens who have the same goal as u, reali close frens that will stay wif u till late at nite to finish up works and will back each other up when things go wrong. Sigh, which part of growing up do i not understand? I guess its e part bout always having to make new frens. Making close frens are hard u noe. It takes time and trust and its even harder when u need to leave them.

Every1 seem to be moving on. Every1 seem to be doing fine wif their lifes, writing and composing nex pages in their ‘book of life’. Recently, i jus found out that my childhood crush finally found her special 1.Shes a great gal, never really tot she wud find her other half so fast but when she did, I jus realise how far i fell behind in walking forward. Lol, and to think that she use to say that I have grown more mature and more serious and had a knack of moving on. Shessh, I mus have been a real dissapointment to her!!

Hrm, I reali do hope that i can find my life in IMU…Duno y,but I guess its jus that i do not ‘click’ wif those rich ppl. Different taste and different view of life i guess. Guess i do not blend into their higher society. Average fits well wif an average-Joe like me i guess. Well nevertheless, I do hope that I can find some frens who i can socialise well with. In the end, i guess, birds of the same feathers flock together…..

SOMEBODY JUS PROVE THIS WRONG ….(>_<)…..