Running On Borrowed Time !!!

Recently..everything seems to be changing reali fast except me. Recently..everything jus dun seem to be going the way I wanted it to be. Recently..everything seems so dull to me,everythings seems to be so boring and it seems to be getting harder and harder to keep my mind on studying (that is if I m studying la!)

Haiyo, I oso duno la, all of e sudden i jus feel that everything is jus so different form yesterday. Its jus as if i jus woke up in a totally different world from yesterday..Everythings seems to be moving so fast ahead while i m still stuck in one place and is barely moving at all? Nocturnal i guess… Lol, y m i so depressed la, i m rarely this depressed de………walao, it seems that sence entering IMU, i get depressed so very easily. Reali miss those frens back in EC and UKM. Duno y la, mayb during those days, i reali have frens to hang out wif, talk, laugh and share our worries and problems. Lol, now i noe y ppl always say that life when young is the best. No worries, no problems watsoever. Jus focus on having fun!!!Fun!!! and more FUN!!!!

I miss those time really much, always bz wif clubs and society.Frens who have the same goal as u, reali close frens that will stay wif u till late at nite to finish up works and will back each other up when things go wrong. Sigh, which part of growing up do i not understand? I guess its e part bout always having to make new frens. Making close frens are hard u noe. It takes time and trust and its even harder when u need to leave them.

Every1 seem to be moving on. Every1 seem to be doing fine wif their lifes, writing and composing nex pages in their ‘book of life’. Recently, i jus found out that my childhood crush finally found her special 1.Shes a great gal, never really tot she wud find her other half so fast but when she did, I jus realise how far i fell behind in walking forward. Lol, and to think that she use to say that I have grown more mature and more serious and had a knack of moving on. Shessh, I mus have been a real dissapointment to her!!

Hrm, I reali do hope that i can find my life in IMU…Duno y,but I guess its jus that i do not ‘click’ wif those rich ppl. Different taste and different view of life i guess. Guess i do not blend into their higher society. Average fits well wif an average-Joe like me i guess. Well nevertheless, I do hope that I can find some frens who i can socialise well with. In the end, i guess, birds of the same feathers flock together…..

SOMEBODY JUS PROVE THIS WRONG ….(>_<)…..

WE WON!!!oh man, i duno what an dhow am i gona express my happiness but hey we WON THE IMU CUP BASKETBALL MATCH!!!Lol,come to think of it,although it is quite obvious that with those 2 giants and 1 frodo (translates to sakuragi,akagi and miyagi)in our team we are definately going to win but the fact that we won din really sink into me untill like after we celebrated that nite!!!Those 3 are fabulous, perfect team work,in fact come to think of it, they ARE the only ppl who offense all the time and score for us (>_@)V the rest of us are just like extras;support-team;cameos or whatever you wan to call us (> <) Anyways, i am just too happy to noe that we won that i do not care how little i contributed throughout the whole game!!!go sem 1 go!!! the whole game is like this: sem 1 vs sem 2, we practically trash them with 30 points diffrent; sem 1 vs sem 4, we lost by 2 points (the oni reason why we lost is due to ‘lack of lighting’ causing the referee to ‘overlook’ some of our opponents fouls………..and ultimately giving us a technical foul when 1 of our teammates complaint,which awarded the sem 4s to a 2 point free throw………..); sem 1 vs sem 5 (semfinals) which we won by 3 points (the sem 5s have the arguably the most balanced team with all the players capable of fitting in all positions) and the last game is sem 1 vs Pharmacy (finals) which we won by 3 points too (the pharmacy team is also a very balanced team)!!!

Its been a very long time since I last blogged. Guess no one miss me ;p lol i mean recently there aint no visitors to my blog u noe (>_>) I dun think there is anything much for me to say about life in IMU, considering that it is almost so boring here after the orientation week. IMU cup is the only thing that we freshies can actually look forward to as it is jus around the corner. Apart from that its all about camping in the library, MTVing in the student lounge, sleeping in your room and most important of all, the ultimate most voted past-time activity: DotAing at Point Extreme!!! o(>_<)P

Orientation week came and went real fast. It is the craziest, most mind blowing oreintation that i ever participated in!!! It is quite obvious that the seniors enjoyed it very much at the expense of our misery and pain (>_<) Niways, really have to give credits to the seniors for making the orientation so full of fun and spending sooooo soooo much money on all those majerines, flour, eggs and fermented stuff which they used mercilessly on us m(_ _)m kudos!! while I guess every1 of us is waiting anxiously for the next batch of med students to enter for us to relive our orientation week………minus those baking ingredients of coz (>_@)v

Wat can i say, IMU is jus so ‘high-tech’, everything is done online, all you need to do is to attend 2 hours of lectures then you can finish up the rest of your studies online wif the OLIS, SILOS and whatever OS they can think of (which involves alot of copy and paste procedures)….But polling tru all the seniors, i find that rarely any1 logs on unless there is some important stuff to do (>_<) making me really wonder if this is a failure on the part of IMU or the seniors………..but then again, the trend will carry on……..passing down from generations to generations of freshies (T T)!

Yup, exactly as it is said by my title above, its a tribute from me to all my frens in UKM, on my last night in KTSN. Tomoro, i will b returning to JB to prepare for my holy pilgrimage to IMU - embarking on a journey to make my childhood dream come true…………and before it all happens, I wish to blog about my times in UKM; unleashing my memories - the sweet and the sad, the funny and the loony, the craps and the…….crabs?lol, I AM expected to sound dead serious and sad tru out this tribute am I?So here goes:

Not many people can actually understand the feelings I am feeling rite now: typing my last blog from the very University that killed my dreams,which, I in turn learn to luv and feels sad to leave. This transition from hate to love would not have been better without all the frens that I made in UKM. They are simply great!If one word can ever sum up the feelings I feel for them. One can never noe how many frens he had made until when something unexpectedly happen and turns everything topsy-turvy. This is one way and the other, is when you are about to leave them. And today, I found out that I DO have lots of frens. Frens made tru out the whole process of…………studying ;p

Alot of what my frens did on my last day truly touched me; the words they say will forever etched in my mind, never to be forgoten. Frens that I never tot was close to me suddenly became the closest; even those from the other courses poured out their sadness and tears…..I feel extremely guilty for making these frens of my cry. But I guess those tears bonded us more. Dun wori though, I will never forget you all. Cry not for the days gone by, but for the happiness of wat will blossom.

It is true that I AM happy to be able to study medic in IMU, but I leave with a heavy heart. All those happy memories of us all together in UKM sure makes it hard for me to stride forward. But forward I mus go. I have lots to tell and, I will not make lame excuses by saying that I could not say more as the CC is closing. I owe the CC’s timbalan exco one for keeping the CC open way past the closing time jus for me to blog out my feelings. I do have lots to say, but I guess my heart is so clouded by the clouds of sadness that I can no longer pour out my feelings.

Hahaha this is meant to be my tribute to my frens….but it turns out to be more of a blog of everything of nothing from my heart so full of tumultous feelings that I hope everybody will understand. Mayb I should change the topic but I dun think I will, It will stay…….jus as my memories of you guys, MY FRENS IN UKM

U noe, talking bout the buddy system, it is actually quite a fun system if you ask me.WE get NEW frens,FREE notes, a FREE pair of years and if you are a gal…..it might even come with a FREE shoulder to cry on (>_@)V The notes are a big help if you are that sort of people who laze around everyday, subscribing to as many monthly comics, entering all Uni activities there are to offer and jus dun wish to copy your own notes! But beware……if u ended up with a buddy whose handwritting is like scattered sticks………god bless you m(_ _)m Lucky for me, my buddy is the typical hardworking uni undergrads who is extremly good in searching for infos! As long as i need any help all i need to do is follow the 3 holy steps: 1. pick up phone 2. phone buddy 3. ask and presto!! All is done, no worries and no pain (>_<) I truely respect my buddy though,she is - you may not believe it - very active in the Uni activities as well and she IS on of the TOP 3 students in my course!!!! God blessed me m(_ _)m Niways, today, I found out the cons of living in hostel: I do not have the priviledge of going out as i like. I jus found out that my gf was admitted to the hosp yesterday nite for severe stomachache, and i felt helpless as I could not go out to visit her as she is staying in serdang and i only knew of it quite late at nite…….so sad…. I truly hope that nothing worse will happen to her………god bless her m(_ _)m This few days though, we are extremely bz with our project papers. No no, not those thesis or course papers but those proposals for our English course - we are learning to talk and present like a professional…….hrm how come my blog dun seem so much of an improvement in its presentation after attending those class…..and so i wonder……… Niways, this project is tideous if u ask me, finding articles, comparing notes, attending conferences with our lecturer and the actual process of typing and presenting our papers itself. Well, i guess this is wat makes uni life special (>_@)V or does it……………

coming soon Life As Uni Student 3

You noe, before I enter U, I always tot that uni life is v carefree and like those uni phamplets we receive on our high school graduation day, you get to sit under trees to study and wear watever you deem is fashionable at that time…But it seems that I was in for a shock when I entered U. Life here is not as carefree as I tot it would be. Yes, we no longer have to pack out brains wif so many subjects in 1 day like we use to when we were still in high school, we are free to do ALMOST watever we wan, and we do fool around……..but I would not use the word carefree to describe our lives here. In my uni,the guys are ‘obliged’ to wear collared shirts when attending lectures and no jeans is allowed. The gals on the other hand, are free to wear any type of clothing they like as long as it adheres to the ’sifat kesopanan’ here. Lectures are quite long, and trust me, it is easy to fall asleep during 1 (lol, i am happy to say that I manage to stay awake durign all lectures) as the lectures jus aint communicatiing correctly with us (>_@) definately not in the same bandwidth (>_<) For freshies, I believe our greatest challenge is to figure out where to start studying as there is no fixed textbooks and you most probably have to find all the notes yourself after lectures.Lucky for us there is such things called the buddy-system and the lecture notes (complimentary of the lectures). Honestly speaking, you really need lots of discipline to study here as you tend to slack and not study as you will get ‘lost’ after a few lectures. It will be a good idea to find a groups of hardworking frens and another group of frens to hang out when you wish to relax and alternate between both …….hahaha but then again,if you noe what u wan, there is no such needs to find 2 groups as 1 would most probably serve your purpose ;p

to be continued…..

Yo yo to all out there!!!I noe, there aint much for u guys to celebrate bout but hey, to me, this weekend is extremely special!!Yup you read it rite, it is officially my first weekend in KL as a uni student and by myself too!!On sat, i went out with my beloved, dear laopo!!!Luv her so much, too bad can only meet her like once in a month mayb?(thats wat she said, she wants to save on the expenses)so sad,but it was nice finally meeting her after 3 weeks!!!The long walk from my hostel to the fac to the monorail station was really worth it!!!Although I only get to b wif her for like erm….2 hours but its still worth it O(>_<)O I accompanied her to shop for new clothes at Times Square. There r lots of really good bargains at Times.All you need is some time (errr lots of it) to finish all 7 floors at that complex and by the time u finish browsing tru all those shops……trust me, make sure your mum is around to limit your spending (^ ^) The reason for such a short date is that she lives too far from the city, and in order to let her reach her hostel safely (my definition of safe: before it becomes dark, that is before 7 (>_@)V)sigh, so much to worry about.If only Malaysia is as safe as Japan…….Well after sending her off, I continued to explore KL. I met up wif some of my coursemates at Sungai Wang and the whole group of us window-shoped every single shop there is to c at Sungai wang (we skipped Lot 10 due to time constrain) before returning back to our hostel. Then, its the same old long walk from the monorail station to our fac to our hostel……Today (Sunday) is a bit bored though, nothing much to do, no window shopping, no dates and most of all nothing special happened. All I did today were the PTPTN agreement signing and a trip to UO(Uda Ocean) to buy some necessities.Well, I look forward to a better weekend next week. May my wish come true ;p

Man, the orientation week is finally over! The dinner was a success but what came the following day totally put everyone of us in a frenzy! We have another @#%&*!……sorry i m not suppose to say any of this in the public but to those who had or is in U then i guess u will understand.But putting that aside, life is is extremely hectic!! Lectures seem to line up like there is no tomoro and activities just kept rolling in. But i did learn some new things these few days and like usual these things i learnt, as i have come to comprehend, quickly became obselete and i have to start learning new things again! The seniors were cool,(NOTE: WERE) but i dun really blame them ;p u noe study stress and so on ;p hahhaha who wouldn’t break under it (>_@)V lol, but they are nice enuf to show us around and tell us all the ‘underhand’ tactics in our U and those special info and trick and cool deals that oni those seniors would noe (^_^)o Opps jus remembered that i need to meet up wif my mates at the cafeteria! CHao!!

Today will be the last day of my orientation in UKM’s KL campus!! Man,it had been a very tiring week but none the less, it is one extremely exciting week with lots of activities and lectures. The lectures were long and boring, but I think I really have to give credit to those lecturers who actually tried to make it interesting and funny, which I mus admit they succeed most of the time (>_@)V But then again, sitting so cramped up in that big hall wasn’t really the best way to kill time (>_<) ! One thing I mus say though, is that the PCs here were (still is) extremely helpful and nice and friendly throughout the whole week to make sure that we have the best time of our life. I really would wish to say this out to them personally during the ‘feel free to express yourself’ session but too bad, i am down with a serious cough that sees me being too quite even for my comfort throughout the whole week;p Tonite we are going to have our dinner with all the Deans and the principal of our college. Hopefully everything will go fine and it will be a cool and fun-filled nite. Well, thats that for the time being, gota run to get my luch! Look out for my next post!!